Lonely

Just feeling very lonely don't why

why is this life such a viscous circle

where there is just me and on one near by

There is no one to answer, no one to speak

everyone says they are busy, so we can't meet

I am not overly worried about that

but still makes me feel like ocean without bed

I am starting to doubt my existence

as I can't see myself in this worldly persistence

Sharing with you this as there is no one whom I can tell this

How dearly I miss you in this life as there is none as dear near by

Final One Love

How can I explain what is going through my heart.

It races the moment it hears you or passage of your thought

Every life I get seems to be just in search for you,

at the end I know it will be just me and you.

This has been our never ending story,

love between us written down many times in history.

But one thing I am sure is that we are each other‟s part,

no matter where we are no one can take us apart

- Love

The Truth

It is such a strange feeling,

I keep going to same places where we have been.

I can still feel the wind blowing through,

like when we used to walk together hand in hand glued.

The magic of those moments are still with me,

Your beautiful eyes glittering like stars when you looked towards me.

The endless waits for you are still my part,

Countless sms which we shared, I have still got.

I wake up suddenly at night thinking that I heard you,

I stop in my walks thinking that I had seen you.

Endless is this wait

but I am still there in hope that our hearts will find each other someday - yours truly

Is it Possible?

You wouldn't believe what I would say now

We have been far for too long

Though I can feel your each and every beat

I have now no hope to keep

Is it that we have to go through this?

We were when together, it was full of bliss

Know that challenges have taken us to different avenues

Is that necessary that we have to go behind things which are new

Why is that I have these fears,

About me and you when we are not near

My hands shake when I tell this here

Is it possible to have no more tears?

Wonder

I wonder where you are, where you could be..

Why did you ever leave and go away from me.

I always thought you were mine.

Never opened my heart before you thought it was fine.

To tell the truth, still you are the only one for me.

Time flows like a tide,

it has been so many seasons since you gone by.

I wonder where you are, where you would be.

You are the one, only one for me

Train

It was the day when she was leaving by train,
I went to meet her not knowing when I will see her again
She was standing on the platform which was crowded like a lane,
But I could see her from far and seeing her heart felt a sudden pain

She was looking so pretty,
that I wanted to run and take her in my arms.
When I met her I couldn't speak a word,
Got lost in her eyes and her words.

She kept on telling me about her trip
and I didn't want to let even a single moment out of my grip
Things ended when the train signal turned green,
Time I could spend with her, once more was just a dream

Rainy Night

Do you remember that rainy night?
You wanted to have dinner under candle light
I arranged it in the house, in the little place I got
But there was just Maggie which I could serve you hot

I will never forget that magical night,
With just you, me and candle light
I could see a secret smile in your eyes
Never understood though, what it meant at that time

You looked so beautiful,
Have to confess, felt towards you a strange pull
Wanted to be on my Knees and propose
With I all the love I had for you with a rose.

Last Nght

Moments spent with you last night will last for ever

I am going to miss you like hell my dear

Last Night...

I wanted the time to stop when we went for walk

Wanted to sit with you and have a talk,

Those giggles of you and your lovely laugh,

I am going to miss them a lot.

Remember the time you told me to wait in kitchen room

You gave me your album, saying u would come soon

Album were amazing but each time you appeared in them,

My heart skipped a beat then.

I don't know but it is a strange feeling,

Don't want to leave you or have anyone in between

I waited for you to get free

So that I could tell you what I feel

But whenever you came in near

I couldn‟t tell what‟s in my heart because of fear

When you were in my sight, I could feel my heart beat

Was it taking your name? that‟s what I could feel

I just got lost in your beautiful eyes

They said you are mine and these words are not lies

Who can take us Apart?

It has been such a hard time dear
Your parting was so painful that I couldn‟t hold my tears
All the poems are voicing the same,
It just shows the extent of my pain

In darkness I live day and night
Your thoughts going in my mind all the while
Feel that I am just living on your thoughts
And that all which I got

When the wind blows it carries fragrance of your hair
I can only see your eyes, enchanting like when you stare
Every moment is filled filed with you
Even death cannot part me away for you

Union

My breath is now part of your breath,

My heart beat is one with your beat,

My words follow your words,

I see the world just as you wish to see

I have become one with you

There is no separation now, it's true

No matter what may happen now,

There won't be any me and you

Feel this beauty of oneness

We both are now each other's essence

For many lives to come we will be one,

So strong is the union of love my dear one.

Incomplete

Moment I come out, in everyone I see you
Is this infatuation or love? but it‟s just you
Want to see you in reality before me
Just call me into your arms and end this dream

I don't know how to tell you my feelings
I express in these words but they are just few things
It's hard to let you know my state I am in now
Like a drunken man I just move around

You

Did I ever tell you what you mean to me?

Like river though has hurdles but reaches shore
My love for you will never go
I wait for you like farmer for rain
Without you nearby I am going insane

I dream of you day and night
Whatever I see it‟s just you who is beside
I am crying for you to come back
Can see your love for me, why are you holding back?

Every word you speak touches my heart
I don‟t know it‟s good or bad but you are my part
Like breathe, want to be in your presence
My love, you are my essence

Missing You

Graceful movement of your fingers through your flowing hair,
that made you look lovely which made me just stare
Your captivating power was so immense,
That I used to see nothing in your presence

Those were the times my world was filled with you
I moved just like kite pulled by string, which was you
One day suddenly my dreams fell apart,
When you were no more around to talk

It was so easy for you to say good bye
Have you ever thought what I will do without you beside?
I wanted the time to stop and you to stay back
As you are dear and precious who was always nearby

Dinners

Went to the place where we used to have our dinners,
I ordered the same dishes which you relish dear
Couldn‟t feel the magic of this place like when we used to come here
It is so lifeless without you out here

The food here now doesn‟t taste the same,
The mood turns bad; I know trying change will go in vain
Your presence was always sought of magic which lifts the mood
Miss those dinners with you; please come back to me soon

Thinking of you, I asked the guitarist to play,
The favorite songs, which you like to hear when on the way
Lost in those songs tears came in my eyes,
The empty chairs waiting for you, missing you apple of my eyes

Your Eyes

Your enchanting eyes are so similar to that of deer my love
That dark liner adds wonders to it somehow
I would die for one look of yours over here,
For those wonderful eyes of yours my dear

Do you know, your mere sight puts my entire world on hold
Your glances create a new world, which slowly unfolds
They are so expressive that it covers your silence
Without you saying a word they convey the essence

You have been Apple of my eyes
So precious that I would do anything, it‟s not a lie
Through your eyes I want to see the entire world
You are more valuable than anything and it‟s hard to be told

Time

I know I have to face the truth
You are just like a passerby who is mute
I have been writing about you all the time
Without you realizing it was for you all the while

I am waiting for that day to come
When your heart would say I am that someone
Been like your shadow all the while
I am happy that I am there to support you all the time

Hope that day would come soon
When you would come to me as a boon
I know that life is short dear,
It may not be this life but will feel you always near

Wish

I have a little wish
To take your hand in my hand and walk along a beach,
To Show you the beautiful sunrise and sunset,
And to play with incoming waves and sand which is wet

Want the foam from the waves touch your feet
Know it would make you happy, memory of which I want to keep
Want to build with you castles with Sand
And write our name near it with your hand

I want you to enjoy all the little pleasures in life
A little hut with the glorious sea beside,
A night with bon fire in place which makes it bright
And you enjoying the view of moon and stars with delight

Bride

I dreamed of you last night
You were wearing a bridal gown, shining bright
Happiness radiating on your face, your beautiful smile
Lovely jewelry adding to your prettiness, seeing you got lost for a while

You were standing with him, holding his hand
Both were looking like made for each other, which is rare to find
Tears came from my eyes on seeing you there
Those were of happiness my dear, once left in spare

I know I could have told you before
How much I love you more than anyone in this world
But never told you a word,
As I felt it was up to your heart to tell you more.

Selfishness

Most of them say there is selfishness around
Am I selfish in loving you, please tell me it‟s right or wrong
I don‟t understand stand rules of this world
As I can‟t see what everyone sees when things unfold.

I am just blind in your love
Rest everything doesn‟t matter somehow
I am just living taking your name
It‟s not selfishness but madness which people claim

What I see around is only you
Love is all around and I believe that‟s true
I don‟t want to understand selfishness which is here
I just want you to be here, so that meaning of love is near

Album

I regret one thing in this life,
Absence of a camera to capture your beautiful smile,
 Also your lovely hair flowing when you walked,
Your pretty hands which made graceful movements when you talked

 You always captured the magnificent nature when we went on ride
I couldn‟t focus on that dear when you were beside
My eyes never went away from you
Now this mind has become an album with images of you

 For me each image of you is very precious
Because of this I feel you beside and less anxious
Hope you could view the album which is in my mind
How dear you are to me is what you would find

Plight!!!

Do you remember the day we had met with our old friends
As usual I was lost in my world which had your essence
You narrated some funny instance and everyone laughed
Whereas I was just starting and remember how angry you got

You didn‟t speak to me for a week then
I know how hard it was for me to smile then
Called and smsed you day and night
But you never responded to my calls that time.

I don‟t know what was going through me
It was as if my heart was missing from me

I couldn‟t stay away from you for a week
Imagine my plight now dear, of which I can‟t speak

Is it True?

Sat on the chair lost in thought

Is it love for you that I have got?

I care for you like anything

Is it love, when I feel such thing?

Remember the days when both used to tease

We were like two kittens playing with ease

Then why all of a sudden this silence

Is there something wrong with my presence?

I care for you my dear,

How can I express to you my fear?

I fell that I am just filled with you

Can such thing be ever true?

Confession

I used to never sleep at night

Whenever we had fight

The fights never had a head or tail

Your sad face used to make my anger fail

You know I read books a lot

How I got hooked to this habit, did u ever give thought?

Reason was to keep your thoughts away

From the moment you said you like someone in a way

I never asked you what you like

In a way I knew things that would give you delight

My happiness always was in your smile

I would do anything to just see you for a while

Shared!

Mails/Sms
I read and reread messages you have sent

Whenever I read I feel your presence

It calms my heart assuring that you are here

Those few words make me feel you are more near

Remember

I share with you every thing

Whenever there was joy, you were only one I would ring

Joy or sorrow you were the one I remember

Every second from January to December

Those Dinners

Whenever we used to eat, made sure you had proper bite

It used to please me a lot when I saw that sight

Seeing your face always bring delight

Those days were best part of my life

Again: Worry

Since you have asked I am writing again

How can I describe you my pain

She haunts me in my dreams

Pain of longing is so severe it makes me scream

Since long haven‟t got a proper sleep

Something worries me which doesn‟t allow me to count sheep

I haven‟t heard from her since many days

Hope everything is fine with her these days

Want to know if everything is fine

I am there for her all the time

I hope she does drop a message when she gets free

So that I would get worry free

Signing Off

I wrote many things for you

But haven‟t sent a single word to you

I kept my feelings just with me

The reason for this is still unknown to me

Might sound confused with feelings within

That‟s what your practical eye will see once you read this thing

But trust me; I with my feelings have never been so clear

It is just that I might make you unhappy that I fear

I don‟t want to write anymore

Your remembrances make my eyes sore

I just want to sign off saying good bye

Love for you will remain the same if you are far or near by

Fear

I am just waiting to hear,

words from your mouth that „ I want you to be near‟

Why am I afraid to tell you what I feel?

Is it that of fear that you would flee

Know that I am wrong,

Life is not always a beautiful song

You always said that I assume a lot

What can I do miss, it is because of fear I got

I realized that reason for fear

It is the love I have for you my dear

This life is very short,

Want to give you everything that I have got

Dream's Lane

In which city you live now

Want to reach you somehow

Have many things to share and talk

I am just tired of my lonely walks

I still remember the days when I used to walk by your side

I was always aloof in my world when you were beside.

That‟s what you used to always complain,

I never told you that you were the one in my dream‟s lane.

I still have you in my dream

Your face while talking which used to beam

Miss your scolding day and night,

which were always pleasant as you were always in my sight

Arrival

They told me you would come today

Came running to the place where you stay

Waited outside for hours for you there

But had here just road to stare

Waited for hours for you my dear

You are filled in my eyes which are now with tears

It is just you and only you always

Why is this desperate waiting for at this place?

Just want have glimpse of you

Will fill my heart with image of you

I promise to see you from far

Don‟t want to come near as I fear you would go away far

Your Words

While I was talking with you last time, 

The words “you love someone” came out for the first time. 

My heart missed a beat, 

How can I tell you what I feel? 

But seeing the happiness in you, everything dissolved 

With just a tear drop from eye that‟s all. 

I realized how much I loved you more than any 

I always wish for you smiles which are many 

Deep down my heart beats just your name, 

It still doesn‟t understand what you said, it is same. 

I don‟t know what to say, 

But I will always smile when I see you on the way

Madness

How can I live without you? 

That‟s what the feeling I get without you. 

You have been start of my new life,

 Can‟t imagine without you even a second away to be precise

 It‟s was like a dream to be with you, 

Every moment of it treasured in this heart as if new. 

Your lovely smile, sweet talk always plays in my mind 

You are ever present in sands of time. 

Is it madness or is it love? 

Don‟t know what‟s happening somehow. 

I just remember only one thing 

The sweet parting words of yours still ring

Presence

Do you know what makes me live in this world 

It‟s your presence which makes me hold 

World for me revolves around you 

My princess, it‟s always just you 

Love never happens at first sight 

It takes years of understanding which makes it right 

You are in my blood and soul

 Love for you is what makes me whole.

Tears

Want to see you happy, always with smile 

Try to do everything to make it happen even when you are away miles 

But what is the reason I rarely see happiness on your face 

Know that you have something to say by your gaze 

What disturbs feelings of your lovely heart? 

I know the physical distances between us are far apart 

Thinking of this sadness feels heart, 

I have learned to live in this way, 

knowing that you are present in the heart always 

Then why are tears in these eyes 

Missing you every day from the time of sun rise

Soul

How can I tell you about my Love? 

Being away from you is like death untold 

Heart is precious and can never be sold

 But you take it away just by your smile from my hold 

Unseen and unheard is my love. 

I just dream of you and it‟s all I want to do somehow 

Everything around just seems like you 

Then why is this emptiness within, why is this longing for you 

I don't know where you are so that I can just fly 

Words are flowing like river from my heart which cries 

I know you are always with me, 

but then why is this binding and longing for you within me

It’s always you

I always think about you 

Don‟t you realize this when I am near you 

You have been everything 

Have you ever felt such thing? 

In you I had seen entire world 

Planned things which are hard to be told 

Your eyes have spoken infinite things 

I don‟t know if you really meant those things

 

Your words though few 

Meant a lot, though few as those were of you 

Each thing of you I had stored in mind 

The days we had spent I know are hard to find 

I always tried to follow you 

Made you my hero so that I could be with you 

A day came when I wanted to reveal 

The things in my heart, how I feel 

But everything seems for me to have stopped 

Don‟t know the reason how things moved out 

I know it never started but was just a dream 

My love for you will always remain unseen